My Journal,
Malam ni,akhirnya aku cukup keras hati menonton Talentime sampai habis.Sebelum ni I didnt' have the courage to watch the movie because I know I'm gonna be sad.
First,it was directed by arwah Yasmin Ahmad, the movie director yang paling aku sayang dan suka.When Yasmin Ahmad died,I was at HKL with arwah umi.We both read the newspaper.
"Umi,Yasmin Ahmad dah meninggal...Macam tak percaya.."
"Innalillah.."
Aku tak pernah tau apa yang ada di hati arwah umi masa tu.Aku tak ingat tarikh kematian Yasmin Ahmad.Tapi aku rasa tak jauh beza sangat dengan tarikh kepergian arwah umi.
What did umi really felt at that time?Talking about death when she knew she'll also be leaving the world sooner..?
2nd,the scenes of Hafiz's mother (Azean Irdawaty) struggling with cancer.
Those moments,bila Hafiz bersembang dengan ibu dia dekat hospital,betul-betul mengingatkan kepada moments aku dan arwah umi di hospital,when we were talking,sharing about a lot of things..
3rd,the song.Pete Teo/Aizat-I Go.Listen to the melody,feel the lyric.
Tuhan,aku bukan manusia yang baik.Selalu saja penuh dengan khilaf dan lupakan Mu.Tapi aku pohon makbulkan doa ini,semoga arwah umi,ahli keluarga lain dan Yasmin Ahmad tenang di alam sana.
Malam ni,akhirnya aku cukup keras hati menonton Talentime sampai habis.Sebelum ni I didnt' have the courage to watch the movie because I know I'm gonna be sad.
First,it was directed by arwah Yasmin Ahmad, the movie director yang paling aku sayang dan suka.When Yasmin Ahmad died,I was at HKL with arwah umi.We both read the newspaper.
"Umi,Yasmin Ahmad dah meninggal...Macam tak percaya.."
"Innalillah.."
Aku tak pernah tau apa yang ada di hati arwah umi masa tu.Aku tak ingat tarikh kematian Yasmin Ahmad.Tapi aku rasa tak jauh beza sangat dengan tarikh kepergian arwah umi.
What did umi really felt at that time?Talking about death when she knew she'll also be leaving the world sooner..?
2nd,the scenes of Hafiz's mother (Azean Irdawaty) struggling with cancer.
Those moments,bila Hafiz bersembang dengan ibu dia dekat hospital,betul-betul mengingatkan kepada moments aku dan arwah umi di hospital,when we were talking,sharing about a lot of things..
3rd,the song.Pete Teo/Aizat-I Go.Listen to the melody,feel the lyric.
Tuhan,aku bukan manusia yang baik.Selalu saja penuh dengan khilaf dan lupakan Mu.Tapi aku pohon makbulkan doa ini,semoga arwah umi,ahli keluarga lain dan Yasmin Ahmad tenang di alam sana.
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